& then it hit me. i realized you were there all along.
she is the one and only
susie ryuu. susie ryuu also likes to go by the name suse, or ryuumonster.
she enjoys pleasant walks in the summertime and loves walking through snow in the winter.
love her, and she'll love you back just the same.
susie ryuu enjoys playing the piano and the guitar, sometimes jamming with friends.
she loves dinosaurs.
& her friends.
friends more than dinosaurs?
maybe.
well known fact; susie ryuu cannot watch scary movies without crying.
she also loves to talk in third person.
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3:43 PM
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
swim meet today, 3rd place? eeeeh not so bad. but could have done better. anyways; today i felt what it feels like to be really really really sad in a long, long time. on december 28th, james sullivan died , & his birthday's today; february the 10th. idk but i got home after the swim meet today and ran into my room & started crying like a maniac. it hurts too much to think right now. i didn't know him really well before he died, and now i watch old videos of him and listen to his solos and i realize how much i've been missing out on. if only i payed more attention to you before, then i would have got to know what kind of musician/person you were. if only CARLA INTRODUCED ME TO A7X SOONER D< LOL JOKING. but really, i feel like shit and i'm really down right now, i just miss him a lot. i keep thinking he's gonna come back but he isn't going to.. and i need to keep reminding myself of that, but it's too hard to. i need to hear him alive and happy, slightly retarded like he always was ;P after listening to them and talking about them with carla, the pain just got worse and worse, because now i know that jimmy's gone, and i was too stupid to pay attention to him before when he was here. jimmy, i miss you. rest in peace baby (L) we love you so much. FEB.10.1981-DEC.28.2009
