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& then it hit me. i realized you were there all along.

she is the one and only susie ryuu. susie ryuu also likes to go by the name suse, or ryuumonster. she enjoys pleasant walks in the summertime and loves walking through snow in the winter. love her, and she'll love you back just the same. susie ryuu enjoys playing the piano and the guitar, sometimes jamming with friends. she loves dinosaurs. & her friends. friends more than dinosaurs? maybe. well known fact; susie ryuu cannot watch scary movies without crying. she also loves to talk in third person. to the right: entries ; click entries for my blog posts (: / tagboard ; click tagboard for.. my tagboard :3 under construction atm >< / others ; click others for my other blog posts , starting from november till now , as well as some of my other friends' blogs~ / have fun stalking me.

5:19 PM

Thursday, January 14, 2010

today the truth broke me. nbd. but its okay cos i get over this kind of stuff kinda quick. i love my friends .. they're always there for me . i dont know how happy i am to have them with me . i wont lose any of them .

ehhhh . average day . same stuff , daydreaming during french , pretending to do stuff in dance , paying attention in english , laughing at 4th LOL . its okay but i want something more . OH OH OH OH OH AND THE CHAMINADE GUYS WERE AT SCHOOL TODAI . i was too shy to go up to them . twas a very progressive lunch break .

after school i went to eatons with budss , went to apple and got jesus orange juice . and then met up with st mikes guys at city hall , was fun (: but cold . and i dont like photos , did i mention . but overall it was better than staying at home and doing nothing .

LOL after skating . so awkward . it was so bad that i would have just run off if i had the chance . but i'm not rude like others , and i tend not to try and hurt other people's feelings . so i stayed . but after a while it got bad . so i ran . ran as fast as i could . dont ever want to see his face for a while . i need time to get better ,,

you . you dont say what you really want to be heard and it gets confusing . i can't cope with your mood changes every day and you can't expect for me to not get hurt about it . i try not to , and i wont bother you any longer . just tell me what you want me to hear . i'll try to hold back and listen to you . because even though i know you're gone .

you're still my everything .