ROFL . they're everywhere . like wherever i turn . they're always there with me . not physically but they linger . its getting really annoying . make sense of what you have , take the information and make something out of it . if i keep something private , its private for a reason . IN OTHER WORDS , I'M NOT GOING BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO LOOL . its not for someone else to interrupt or to exploit . its all common sense and they just dont seem to get it. lulz but it'll go away soon . i hope ? x)

i hate waking up for school in the morning . at night i'm always restless and texting people and end up sleeping at like 3 am , and then i wake up 4 hours later and feel like lying down for the rest of my life . i hate listening to those radio people in the morning . THEY'RE SO HAPPY , EVERY SINGLE FUCKEN MINUTE OF THE DAY . even at 7am .. & they make jokes that dont make any sense . i hate waking up to my alarm , which just happens to be those radio people talking about celebs that i've never heard of . i hate waking up to the mainstream shiz that they play all the time . but its better than a beeping alarm . i had one but i dont have it nemoar .. x) i think i broke it 2 years ago lool .

average day at school so i dont think i'll explain what happened ,
oh besides the fact that 4th period was so shit . i hate learning music history . and about flying nuns .

it breaks me . it breaks me to know that he'll never love me , and that he never will . i wont know what its like to be by his side , or know what it'd be like for him to love me . in other words . i'm jealous of her .

she threw him away , made him feel useless . he's too precious to me , i dont know why she would do something like leaving him alone . it destroyed him . the silence ate at him . he thought up of some crazy shiz .. it ruined him . and i'll never know why she would do such a thing ;


but she did . and , i still love him with my everything .


i think it'd be better off to just leave everything as it is , dont talk to him , because i think he wants to get rid of me . leaving things like this would be fine . for him.. and for me , all i need is his opinion . i'll be fine with whatever he decides . lmao actually if its bad i probably might not . but i'd get used to it . x)

i gotta finish 3 isus in 2 hours , one i haven't even started yet
I SHOULDNT BE BLOGGING
KBYE<3