ohhh damn forgot to write yesterday so here it is , lol did nothing yesterday , well i dont really remember what happened yesterday . uhhh saturday ,, i stayed home the whole day because i wasn't allowed out for the kpop meet or hangouts with angie :C i swear my parents are taking it too far / k so today i woke up at 12 and headed out at 1 to catch avatar with stephen and david omg best movie eveeeerrrr . but we sat in the front so my neck hurted the ride back home lool but still . it was really good . andandand 2ND SEM TOMORROW OMG MR MEAGHER LOLOL (L) i can't wait . but math with mr padure's gonna be ughhhh . i had enough of him during french lol . k so i have to organize my binders and shiz so i shall get off of blogspot nao kbyeeeeeeeeeeeeees(:

heeello hellloooo ~ so today was my last exam day , omg you have no idea how happy i am . i hate exams with all my life & now its all over . i am . so happy . k so after our english exam today (which was easier than i thought it would be) i called david like twice to figure out what was gonna happen after school lmao . and then i called roy like 5 times ? idk , but i took the subway to christie to meet up with the st raymond childies and then i took the subway to royal york & omg . longest bus ride ever , lol i never ride . LOL TWSS ANYWAYS uhh i never take the bus cos all i take is the ttc here . so i take it to dixon and its snowing like fugggg . so i run past the graveyard and almost slip like twice aahahah i fail . and then hung out at roy's until like 4 30 & HIS MOM COMES IN OMG i thought oh maann . i am so screwed . lol i was grounded so i wasn't allowed out . so i took the subway home with tony & james , fell asleep on the train lol woke up at bay like . where the effff am i . so i took it to st george and landed at osgoode , ran back home and called my mom all like "aaahh the guilt was eating me alive i went to roy's" and she was all like . awww susaaaay D: its okay . i am so happy i'm not dead . and i dont think i'm grounded anymore so that's good . K SO EXAMINASHUNS ARE DONE LIKE OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG I AM SO HAPPY . i think i did pretty well lmao and i dont think i failed so that's good i guess . k so i have a swim meet , goodbye abblebodie (:

kay so today , i had a french examinashun . it was actually pretty easy , i'm happy i actually didn't study the "lui & leur" and "en & y" really hard because it wasn't even mentioned in the test , like once only . and i'm so happy i memorized all the passe compose and the futur simple lolololol . i forgot everything i did last year >< but i still got it so i'm good (: and for the composition part omg . we were supposed to write 40-50 words on a vacation that you remember to this day . i wrote 263 words LOLOL . one page & a half . i actually think i'll get marks deducted aha . but i wont fail . after exams , i was sitting in front of my locker eating for like 20 minutes cos i finished early . then carlapants finished so her and i went to her house for 2 hours , straightened my hair xD and then headed to harbord to see a few friends OMG . we left like 1 hr and a half before harbord ended . so we were out in the cold for at least 40 minutes lol . we drank jesus hot chocolate oh yeeeeee . after harbord ended we headed back to carla's house oh man , left at 1 40 , came back at 4 . we're just too cool ~~~~ LOLOL WATCHED THIR13EN GHOSTS . SO FUCKEN SCARY . to me everything's scary but whateeevvs it still was . i cried again . glass houses OMG . goddammit i cry when i watch any movie i swear to gosssh its like . marley & me = toy story 2 = paranormal activity = thir13en ghosts ? danny says i pussy out . but i dont D< i'm just really soft .. & NOW I'M GROUNDED FOR COMING HOME @ 8 YAAAY . i need a later curfew . so the party on thursday's called off , the party on saturday's called off , and the jam on sunday's called off too . i had to pick the worst week to mess up and now i can't go to 3 parties , greeaaat / so now me & alaina are trying to see what we're gonna do for jam night . i can't sing for shit so i'm probably gonna play guitar for her & she'll sing instead (: lol i get excited about these things so late .. i'm excited for java jam too . its happening in november . fml ... i dont regret "us" ever happening . i'll live , learn , forgive , and forget . i have loved , & i wont ever regret me loving you . it doesn't seem like you're doing the same , but its okay . you're a good person . i know you will soon .

k so haaaai everybody . my exams are tomorrow . D: i had instrumental so 2 more to go ? english is going to kill me i know that for a fact , last year no one finished there exam in time .. fml . french is killing me . lol so many people knew about this french stuff waaay before i did , so now my academic class & i are having so much trouble studying for it . i think i'm gonna fail . i'm confident that i'll ace the verb conjugation thingies though . i memorized all of them lulz

JEVAISTUVASIL/ELLEVANOUSALLONSVOUSALLEZILS/ELLESVONT YEEEEEEEEEEUH .

what the fugg i need sleep .

kbai

stayed home , studied , went to danceworks . the end .

i really have to study all night and tomorrow night too . i've been procrastinating it to the last 3 days , lol yesterday today and then tomorrow . idk what i'm gonna do . i just hope i pass with 85 or higher lol . andrew texted me today like 10 times & i never got to reply . stupid plan . & i couldn't get to go out either , sad face :c

you're wrong .

my facebook display picture explains my title .

i havent blogged for 2 days shizuokaa . i guess i'm really busy . so many things to catch up with , so many people around waiting to chill , eeee . i went out today for a bit but got uneasy cos of exams so i went home to study LOL . such a nerd .. arrite k so today was really really really . boring . i woke up at 11 30 and my brother came back from his swim sesh , telling me he has slurpees for me YAY . so i take one and i get on the computer , when i did oppa texted me so i texted him back <3 and then went online and talked to people for a bit , then went out , came back , studied , and now i'm here .

i miss my friends . i saw them on friday but i miss them tons . i dont wanna go back to school because of exams lulz but i still want to , to see them again xD all of us have to hang out after exams . that'd be reallyreallyreally awesome .

this thing used to be something i would use to get my mind off of things but i just end up having to watch what i type here . because of other people .

i give all my credit to carla , who has recently told me about "the script" . breakeven is the best song of all time (:

woke up , spent a bit of time looking for my glasses .. i slept with them on last night and i woke up , baaam . it was under my bed . lolwdf ghosties ? D: so i find my glasses and skip breakfast cos i was gonna be late . i grabbed my stuff and ran . got to school at like 8 20 , & right as i open my locker , i get a text from jagi <3 lol so i texted him right back . we text too often . that's what i love . - bought some fewd & got to first period . lol ate through o canada , my teacher doesn't care about anything at all . french throughout most of the morning . then 2nd period LOLOLOL MOST AWKWARDEST CLASS OF FOREVER . we actually practiced defending against sexual assault and/or touchy boyfriends . SO AWKWARD . i was laughing the whole time . i needa take things seriously . 3rd period , SOO EMOTIONALLL . after watching a movie for the whole period fkyeah . i cried like 2 times during it . so sad D; and then we finished the flick , purtill was talking to us about losing the people you love and oddly , i could relate to her . the whole class was having like . a full-on heart to heart discussion about losing the people you love and i cried again LOL . 4th period , supply so i did nothing but text people . i'm running out of texts & if my phone bill turns out like last time , no more phone for me . BUT I'M SO ADDICTED TO TEXTING . after school , walked with girls to st mikes to visit faces i haven't seen in a bit . LMFAO more crying on the front steps of the school with a whole bunch of other english girls . SO EMOTIONAL TODAY . then friends got out , said hellos and stuff . hung out for a little bit and then went home . its always the same stuff , but i have fun all the time (: i need my friends in order to survive . not possessive or the least bit clingy . but i dont think i could live without them . i love you all a little .. or a lot . you're so annoying . stop sticking to me and go bother some other people okaaay . i finally understand why people dont like you . i dont like you for the same reasons either . ricky parro & philip know who i'm talking about lool . you're stalkerish and kinda creepy ; i used a route i have never used in my life to get home without you following me . because you have before , and i had to pretend to be interested in whatever you're saying .. your stories are boring . i didn't get lost ^^; but i dont like you . go home . i have other people that i hang out with , you're not the only one . i can't see you or call you back all the time ; & you best not get angry . i'm too nice for this kinda stuff .. kay so RAITE NAO . i am patiently waiting for jagi to get online so i can converse with him . LOL i'm so creepy . but people still love me the same (:


2AM COMEBACK OMGOMGOGMOMGOMG

that is all.

K ANDREW GOT MAD WHEN I SED THE ONLY TING I REMEMBER FROM TODAY WAS PARANORMAL ACTIVITY .

i kinda lied ?
i remember andrew . all i remember from today was talking to him for the full 24 hours . AND paranormal activity .

& there you have it .
lol , i love you jagi <3

LOLOL all i can remember from today was paranormal activity ..

I HATE SCARY MOVIES . well its like a love/hate thing . idk , but i hate them for now . my opinion will probably change in a week or something .

rest in peace bazz.. i didn't have the pleasure of knowing you for too long but i know you were super cool . we miss you tons <3 & love you more .

my husband wrote such a long blog for me today .
i love you tons <3 (: k so today was interesting. woke up to a text from him , made me smile (: i guess it made his day too . it says on his blog . 8) then took a shower , left the house at like 8 am , got to school at 8 15 , blocked the hallways in the morning with my friends LOL . i'm such a bully .. OMG SHARED SAME HOMEROOM WITH MALFITANO TODAY . st joes ladies , i'm sorry but i beg to differ . HE IS GORGEOUS . you guys can't hide from that (: cos yall know he is too . so admit it . anyways . so that's 2 teachers in one room so i was being watched every other second lool , but i managed to sneak in a couple texts ? 2nd period , just worked on our routine for the hour 20 minutes . lmfao , did nothing but teach a couple moves and lie on the ground for the rest of the day . such a progressive 2nd period . then had english , talked about affairs :| . and physical abuse on women .. lmfao i have such an eccentric teacher . learned a lot though , so i guess it was pretty good . 4th was the same old . too lazy to write anything about it c: had swim practice after , omg totally failed on endurance swim LOLOL . like 17 minutes for 2.5 km ? :c need to get better next time >:I i'm looking forward to friday's practice , i'm always good then .. maybe cos its the end of the week ? xD idk but i'm always really hyper on fridays .. take out last friday . lol i was really upset then . after that , went to pho with pam . i was starvinggggg , lol i had so much food :I i just hope i dont get fatter . my swim team needs me D: LOL i'm so cocky .

then pam came to crash at my house , it was pretty normal , aside from the fact that she raped my piano and opened my guitar case LOL . i have to teach her like i promised . such a long line of pre-guitar-learnees ? wtf . i shouldn't even have tried to make that word


so many mixed feelings . i never knew i was this popular .

woke up , did tons of musical shiz until 3 lool , learned some more of konayuki on the piano and did guitar for like an hour . in my room the whole afternoon , i needa get out .

at 3 i had to go to the hospital to visit my friend , so i went and said hi , then had to go shopping . pretty much the usual sunday , so typical ..

just got home , trying to make study notes for exams lmaao i get so distracted so easily .

SHORT BLOG
BECAUSE
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NOTHING
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ABOUTTTT .

just when i thought things were going to get better ..

woke up at 12 30 , and realized i had to leave home in 20 minutes to head to victoria's place for our dance routine . so i freaked out and got out of bed & took a shower , got ready and left . LOL got to davisville 40 minutes late ^^; then took the train to bathurst and met up with vicky , then taught the lachata dance to them . we were in her basement for like 3 hours and learned only 8 counts worth of steps . all we did was eat and take pictures LOL we're camhoaars . + i taught them the "drop it low" dance LMFAO. SO GRIMY.

after that i took the subway up to davisville again with cass to pick up her friend so we could go to eatons to meet up with my elementary buds . we waited and it took her a while to get there and i was running late for a flick , so i left her :c LOL i'm so meaaaan >< but she said it was okie . so i went . but i promised her food next time we see each other agen :3

met 5 minutes before our movie started , met up with cody , justin , marius and david . watched youth in revolt again bahah such an amazing movie . after watching we lurked yonge st looking for places that sold food LOL , they wanted crepes ... so gay . but we settled on buying 6 dollar ice cream and then eating it outside . sweeeet .

then left the crew to walk home . lol being alone in a shut down eatons centre's so scary D: but i managed to go through the whole mall without running bahah . then got home and LOLOL , wait so before that , my parents told me to go home right after the movie ended but i ate so i was a bit late . but they were out for dinner , and i thought i'd get in trouble if i didn't get home before they did . so i started running and i see their car coming into our lane i was like oshit. so i ran into the front yard and pretended that i lost my keys and was waiting for someone to open the door for me . i'm so retarded .

i love my friends <3
and my oppa .
yes , just for you andrew .

such an interesting day.

so for homeroom , just finished off our presentations , nothing big . it wasn't progressive cos we did nothing , but it was still pretty chill . we didn't do any work . (:

for dance , i was teaching some of my buds a hip hop routine for a project . & all of the gym people centre me and stare LOL . then the coach calls me over and tells me to take gym next year & teach her students some hip hop .. i'm never taking dance again LMAO . i dont like the coach to start with . not spending one more year with her x) but it was pretty relaxing cos at one point i just stopped and was lying down on the gym floor for like 20 minutes . ossuummm . it was like every other normal day . no beef yet

third , we talked about women for like 1 hour 20 minutes and their.. uniqueness i should say ? LOLOL it was so awkwarddd . but it was better than doing nothing . but i was stil really tired because i had to copy like . 7 sheets of essay work after school and i wanted to do it then instead of after school cos i had places to go to .

fourth was the same thing like every other day ><

after fourth i finished my like 240340848574938549358 paged essay & waited for friends to walk to museum with and then took the train to christie to meet up with a friend . i couldn't stay long :c cos i had swim practice , so like at 5 40 ish ? i left and took the spadina train to trinity . OMG so tiringggg

i did 2500 metres free strokes in 11 mins 49 seconds. best record so far , yeeeboi (: i needa get lower than that next time ; getting better as each day goes , i guess that's pretty good . but the written part of the course is SOO HARRRRDDD twss LOL , i really do not think i'll pass the written part but i'm like the fastest in the actual swimming part so i hope it'll make up for it lool

omg lol this girl's so funny . you go & spread internet beef and although this is so cliche . you don't even have the courage to say it to our face . honestly , why even insult us when we're not there to listen to you ? if we were there then it would have been a fair fight because we would be there to defend ourselves . you know nothing . you know nothing about us , you dont know what goes on in our lives . once you do , come talk to me in person . talk shit about us then , and then i'll try to do something about it . talking behind a person's back is fucken cowardly so dont even try . you assume you know everything about us and then go and exploit everything to your friends , honestly i dont even know what to say . that's the lowest someone can get ; to not know about what they're telling other people and to not know how much it hurts other people . up to now . i'm so used to all of this shit that i dont even care anymore . k so its not even centered on me . but i'm in this if my friends are in this , and if they're hurt than i'll be by their sides . this wont break me , so stop trying , i'm occupied with other things to deal with than your irrelevant issues . basically , the intention of trying to break us might be working for my friends and i'm not liking it . but not me . so keep trying . you know nothing about her . stop hating and open your eyes .

today the truth broke me. nbd. but its okay cos i get over this kind of stuff kinda quick. i love my friends .. they're always there for me . i dont know how happy i am to have them with me . i wont lose any of them .

ehhhh . average day . same stuff , daydreaming during french , pretending to do stuff in dance , paying attention in english , laughing at 4th LOL . its okay but i want something more . OH OH OH OH OH AND THE CHAMINADE GUYS WERE AT SCHOOL TODAI . i was too shy to go up to them . twas a very progressive lunch break .

after school i went to eatons with budss , went to apple and got jesus orange juice . and then met up with st mikes guys at city hall , was fun (: but cold . and i dont like photos , did i mention . but overall it was better than staying at home and doing nothing .

LOL after skating . so awkward . it was so bad that i would have just run off if i had the chance . but i'm not rude like others , and i tend not to try and hurt other people's feelings . so i stayed . but after a while it got bad . so i ran . ran as fast as i could . dont ever want to see his face for a while . i need time to get better ,,

you . you dont say what you really want to be heard and it gets confusing . i can't cope with your mood changes every day and you can't expect for me to not get hurt about it . i try not to , and i wont bother you any longer . just tell me what you want me to hear . i'll try to hold back and listen to you . because even though i know you're gone .

you're still my everything .

didn't make an entry for yesterday :c i always do for each day , lool . just that i was really tired yesterday . so recap: nothing yesterday bahah lmao , just texting all day and pachelbel canon for saxophone . nothing speciaal ; except for lunch LOOL stealing all of alaina's food . pretty much the same old though . k so today was pretty epic . watched ratatouille for french hmrm cos padure wasn't here . yeeessss LOL , and then jazz routine for dance .. again . lol we've had like 3 so far . probably more ? :| its kay cos its better than all the other types of dance aside from hip hop . lmaao

english essay OMFG . so not worth all this stress xD i'm finished rough copy , all i need to do is make a final draft and fix up my conclusion cos it doesn't make any sense . after english i had music . same as always , cracking thats what she said jokes from the back of the class with carla and laughing at every dirty thought that comes to mind when jager says something LOOL .

"how many of you are in the st michael's jazz choir--"
"sir , we're all girls."
"unless your lady gaga."

ROFL i love music class . dont know what i'm gonna do next sem D:

average day after average day . same thing for every single day so far , i needa be kept occupied . and i think i'm addicted , this wont end well either way lool . the first thing i do is go home and check facebook if i have any notifs related to him , or i go on msn and see if he's online . and if he is then i'm too much of a kitty to say hi to him . I'M SUCH A STALKER . oh jeeez , what am i gonna do xD

I'M DONE BLOGGING
SEE YAALL TMR RIGHT HERE .
<3

ROFL . they're everywhere . like wherever i turn . they're always there with me . not physically but they linger . its getting really annoying . make sense of what you have , take the information and make something out of it . if i keep something private , its private for a reason . IN OTHER WORDS , I'M NOT GOING BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO LOOL . its not for someone else to interrupt or to exploit . its all common sense and they just dont seem to get it. lulz but it'll go away soon . i hope ? x)

i hate waking up for school in the morning . at night i'm always restless and texting people and end up sleeping at like 3 am , and then i wake up 4 hours later and feel like lying down for the rest of my life . i hate listening to those radio people in the morning . THEY'RE SO HAPPY , EVERY SINGLE FUCKEN MINUTE OF THE DAY . even at 7am .. & they make jokes that dont make any sense . i hate waking up to my alarm , which just happens to be those radio people talking about celebs that i've never heard of . i hate waking up to the mainstream shiz that they play all the time . but its better than a beeping alarm . i had one but i dont have it nemoar .. x) i think i broke it 2 years ago lool .

average day at school so i dont think i'll explain what happened ,
oh besides the fact that 4th period was so shit . i hate learning music history . and about flying nuns .

it breaks me . it breaks me to know that he'll never love me , and that he never will . i wont know what its like to be by his side , or know what it'd be like for him to love me . in other words . i'm jealous of her .

she threw him away , made him feel useless . he's too precious to me , i dont know why she would do something like leaving him alone . it destroyed him . the silence ate at him . he thought up of some crazy shiz .. it ruined him . and i'll never know why she would do such a thing ;


but she did . and , i still love him with my everything .


i think it'd be better off to just leave everything as it is , dont talk to him , because i think he wants to get rid of me . leaving things like this would be fine . for him.. and for me , all i need is his opinion . i'll be fine with whatever he decides . lmao actually if its bad i probably might not . but i'd get used to it . x)

i gotta finish 3 isus in 2 hours , one i haven't even started yet
I SHOULDNT BE BLOGGING
KBYE<3

harro abblebodie , i'm leaving to go out in like 30 minutes but imma write lool . so today i stayed in my room from this morning till now so idk what i really did . finished reading , & now i have to write something for school .. but i really dont want to . pre ap english for the lose . lmao i'll get home at like 9 and write both good & bad copies ? i'm fucked .

honestly , you're so stupid . you tell me things i dont and wont ever care about . you think i'll listen to you , funny ; cos i wont .. your lies are sad and pathetic . they wont impress me . try being yourself one day , i'll actually stop everything in my life and listen to you . i would actually care ; i would actually be your friend , i would keep you close . but now , i dont even wanna go anywhere near you . you dont impress me , and i dont think you ever will , unless you change that attitude . i dont care about hockey . i dont care about your jams , i dont care about what you have to say unless its realistic . stop living your life of lies and live a little . by that , i mean a practical life . a life that i would believe .

so many stupid people around me . i'm not saying i'm not one of them LOL . but the point is , people who piss me off are everywhere . but i have to live with it , its just another thing that people have to deal with in life . so i have to deal with this . x) but i'm not gonna pay much attention to it . because i have my loves that'll help me pull through (: i love my frieeendz .

k so i hafta leave nao ,
goodbai blogspot ~

"canada is a sweet country . its like your retarded cousin you see at thanksgiving and sort of pat him on the head . you know , he's nice but you dont take him seriously . THATS CANADA ."

philip ocampo makes my day .

k so basically . the past 2 days were freaking awesome . yesterday i woke up and headed to school , normal stuff , except we were on mass schedule cos we met that author and that girl from degrassi . tried finishing my myths handout , omggg i couldn't , so distracted xD and yee . i had a really retarded bitchy supply for 4th period , so not going there lmaao . then met up with claire & a few others after school for her PARTAY , LOL so funny "ma name is uncle jackie" ROFL . so much fun x)
then bussed to maine street and took the subway to christie , met up with billy & carla and sam for sleepover . LMFAO SO EPIC . ate like 6 pizzas and then took random vids , forgot to print out lauren and stick her onto a broomstick D: she'll understand , hopefully .

and then played call of duty for almost 2 hours . i gave up my player for first blood , i suck . ahah , and then watched a bit of movies , so fucken funny lmaao . got tired and went to sleep . ROFL I TOOK UP THE WHOLE BED . i wanna say i'm sorry . :P woke up at like 12 , ate and then left to carla's house , WATCHED THE GRUDGE OMG . i gave up quarter-way so i didn't watch the whole thing . i dun liek scary moobies . left at 5 30 , now i'm here blogging 8D

i dont know what i'm gonna do for exams . i'm probably not gonna blog for a week . >< k i'm out , goodbai (:

didn't write yesterday o: was really busy + really tired so i didn't . but i'm writing now . ANYWAYS

what did i do yesterday ? i went to school and then came home and slept right then . woke up at 7 pm thinking it was 7 am and i got ready for school and then i looked out the window and it was dark ..

yesterday was boring . as shit .

today , ohohohoho
was boring too .
went to school , started jazz today . lmfaao fun stuff , except that neglia has no idea what she's teaching us . i hate 2nd period . 1st period was ish , its like that all the time so i'm not gonna write about it ,

3rd period ; english , ahh isu >< i hate that thing , wrote like 6 pages and i'm not even a quarter there yet . scout does not turn into a woman by the end of the book so i wanna tell the teacher to stafu and let us study for finals D< 4th period i had the gifted conference thing . going to queens university for a week in may , sweeeet . and oise to teach young padawan gifted children . probably gonna be in the law section , idk , or i'll teach em in the music dep. that'd be fun ahah k so . i had no 4th period . i did for like 5 minutes and talked to carla about sharp objects and watched her fail writing her scale . x) I LIEK SHARP OBJECTS . after school , went to eatons to buy stuff for parties over the weekend . met up with the choir boys , ditched one of them LOOL , met marius too . (: then went home with an xl bubble tea , .. i finished it all . i iz fat , started on 2 isus . so many more words to go T_T met him today. it was actually more than expected . i dont know what exactly happened , but i liked it . i'm gonna be expecting more of those days , and i know that's not gonna be good >< cos it'll bring me down . but i gotta keep moving on , and i'll be fine .

keep smiling (:

k . if you know me , you know i love school . i iz nerddd . but right now i hate it like fugg , omg so many things to finish >< english book report & isu to start/complete whatever . and then french omgggg i dont even know why i took the course LOL . but i already finished my other class' finals exam and got like an 82 , meeh its okay . and then instrumental's gonna go along pretty well . i'm music pro . 8)

average day . gymnastics presentation in the morning OMG i think i pulled something . it was bruutaaal . but we got it over with so yeaah , no more gymnastics :D . then english , purtill gives us a surprise isu to do in class WTF . its on a book that i haven't even read yet . so today i did nothing . just wrote some lame ass intro that has nothing to do with the book x) but i'll be fine . i just gotta finish reading that book .. and take out another one from the library so i can start on my book report ..

i'm screwed .

but if i stress i'll get nothing done . i have to get something finished .. or started at least , and here i am blogging . i'm such a good student .

kkaay i'm gonna go BYE
new blog post tomorrow . <3

SCHOOL ! (: said hey to all my friends again , oh my how i missed them . all of them commented either on my hair or on my broken glasses LOL . when i said i ran into a pole and broke them , each and every one of them got down and started laughing . i dont think its funny . BUUT , i got the prescription thingy done this afternoon so i'm going to get new ones . thick black horn-rimmed ? = SEX BOMB

average day , french homeroom -_- oh god how i hate that class . i have enough french in my life already , and now another year of it . i'm passing so i wont have to do it ever again . xD then gym second period with my slightly gay coach ROFL . we just happened to be practicing cpr oh yayz .. i did this whole lifeguard swim course so i know what to do (H) but i dont want to like , umm . practice for the test LOL its just gonna be so awkward .

with my coach staring at me the whole time . watching my every move .
k i think i just creeped myself out a bit
but i know i'll pass it . (: unlike all those other years LOL . i'm actually doing pretty well cos its dance/gym , not hit-each-other-with-dodgeballs gym . the only athletic thing i'm good at is swim . i made it into track and field once but i fell and flew like 10 feet across the track LOL . stitches . I FAIL

3rd period , PRE A-P ENGRISH MAAAAN . lmfao , i fuggin love english . but that isu's gonna kill me . i have no idea what its about . and i have to finish a book report . finished reading the book in less than 3 hours . its amazing what i can do without getting distracted . in the end i think english's a bit hard , but i'll manage . i'm pulling off an 87% average so i'll be fine , i just need to bump up those marks a bit . after that i had 3B LUNCHHH~ i love lunch . :3 om nom nom fewd . i actually like 3B better because it cuts off more of class time , waiting for people to open our classroom doors again xD and you can take a break between english . but next sem. i have 3A . D: anyways . went to the government building for munchies , ate there , stole all of alaina's food and went back to school for class , pretty average class actually . except for the fact that our teach was talking about abstinence and love and stuff and this girl behind me wouldn't stop blushing and yelling at everybody to stfu , ahah pretty funny stuff .

next class is instrumentalll . epic-est class ever LOL grade 10s + grade 9s = havoc , but its alright . played music for an hour and 20 , pretty average , jager wouldn't stop making jokes . x) i love 4th period .

then school let out at 2:40 , i took subway home and then to the eye doctor guy o_o he's kinda creepy but its okay . i got my pres. sheet so :D . i dont even bother wearing my contacts anymore cos i look weird without my glasses LOL ,
i'm such a nerd T_T

k so now i'm eating a sandwich . i've been eating this sandwich since 7 pm . so for 2 hours and 30 . but i haven't even finished half yet so imma stuff it in my fridge for someone to find like months later 8D .. or i'll feed it to my doggiekins , omg brainblast .

its time to explain my gay title . maybe it was because he knew the guy , and that's why he reminds me of him . its making me not want to talk to him anymore . i'm not in a really good spot , cos i know that if this keeps up , i'll lose him ; i'll lose a really good friend . D: and that's not good because HE FREAKING OWNS . but i'll be okay . just smile , :)

I'M TIREDD , still have to finish my homework D: so i shall stop writing now ,
kbaaaaaaaai :3

school's tomorrow D; or should i say today .. ? its 1:23 am . can't sleep , but really tired . tried turning off laptop like 5 times , but i still end up turning it on ;~; bahah twss . but yeah . really restless right now . still have loads of homework to do , but too lazy to do any of it . i'm such a bad student .

I CANNOT FIND MY UNIFORM . readers , i need you . get over here and help me find my goddeng uniform . i've looked everywhere , and i only found my school sweater .. i can't find the kilt , the polo or anything . what do i do D: i guess i'll have to keep looking ..

7 people texting me at once LOL my inbox is splodin yo . i'm nice so i text back to all of em . ^^

i hope finals dont kill me , gaah i dont think i'll be able to study that hard . its impossible for me :( like i get 80% and above , but i just dont have good study habits . i needa lock myself in my room with no distractions and study for like a week straightt . wish me luck , oh man january wont end well .

me in general .. i've been doing okay now . more thoughts , but i've been happier than i ever have in weeks . my friends make my days so much brighter , i love you guys <3

k sooo i'm out . gotta keep looking for my uniform LOL .
baibai~ :3

hello my non-existant readers LOL

today was pretty awesome , but i was really tired >< so RECAP: woke up at 12 pm ish ? and then christine texted saying that she was leaving so i was like HOLYSHAT I HAVE TO GET READY . so i ran out of my room , which i normally do not do because susie here is a lazy ass , took a shower and got ready xD and then christine was waiting for ttc so i was on the computer for like 20 minutes , planning with xavier about next week lolol . then christine texted , so i left to meet her @ eatons , and met 2 other people , waited for like 1 hour and a bit ? spend 40 minutes at carlton cards LOOL . i'm such a loser . but yeee , waited for other people , cos this was an event thing , and no one else came ;~; so i texted random people to see if they could come and one of them said they would (: MY DADDY . metaphorically speaking .. so we waited another hour and a bit ? met andre while waiting xD ate and then watched a movie , I STILL DONT KNOW WHAT THAT MOVIE WAS CALLED LOLOLOL . something to do with imagination . with heath ledger ? it was really trippy all i did was laugh ;p but it was cool , i guess .. ? it was funny . i dont get it with all the metaphors in movies . I IS SO STUPID . >< then said baibai to me friends and went home (: played guitar for a bit , and now i'm on the computer , blogging .. i needa do something . short attention span = trouble o: . typing in the dark ... ;~; oou + yay for plus sign . I NEED TO CHANGE THIS FONT . no one can see it . xD but i dun wants to , i iz too lazy ? i'll change it eventually .

i'm forgetting about him , i dont need this in my life . he fucks up my days anyway . i felt so loved when i was with him , and when i was away , he didn't do anything to keep me close . i dont need him , at least not as anything more than a friend (: i'll keep him close . but not close enough to keep in touch with him every day . he's the last thing i need ..

.. as for now i gotta finish my homework .

new day , new year , new decade

fresh start ?

lmfao , naah . just cos its another year doesn't give me any other reason to start fresh .

2010 , YOU'RE NOT SPECIAL .

today was really boring . had a really weird vibe though .. i woke up at 4 pm and ate dinner at 5 . have to go to sleep in like 3 hours LOL so i'm kinda off today x3 . what did i do today ? errr . i didn't really do anything so i guess this is gonna be a short one , haha

i'm under lockdown , not allowed anywhere near the computer . but i need to blog . ate dinner , the only course today aha . then creeped on my brother while he was watching some pixar shiz , and then ate jello yummm . and then i had pears . and then i made myself some pasta .. i'm so fat . but yee , came back upstairs , uploaded photos and vids from the trip to the border . ahh fun stuff .

he makes me laugh . not the one in all my other blogs , but him . he thinks i'll be caught up in all of this , lmfaaoo man is he wrong . i'm moving on , not taking anything with me . i might hold on to some memories from 2009 , but not the ones that i'll forget soon . there's no use in remembering those , if it'll only bring pity . i have other people in my life that i should take care of more and should recognize . so i'll just smile (:

(8) smile , though your heart is aching
smile , even though it's breaking
when there are clouds in the sky
you'll get by...