kay so as all of you may have known , 4 more hours will put an end to an amazing decade . in 4 more hours , its gonna be 2010 beeeyyaatch ! what an amazing year this has been . friends , fights , love , laughs , all in all , some pretty awesome memories i'll take with me to my next year . naming some events by each month , if i can remember em all .

january: so many problems with teen love that month xD i remember having a massive huge ass crush on jason ramires , ohh my that was something . took up most of my time >< i can remember everything , all the talks on the phone , the secret 3 way conversations without him knowing i was listening to everything i was saying >:] , the tight friendships , and the day for ski trip . oh my goodness , that was an amazing day . i broke my leg that august of 2008 while on vacation fml , so i couldn't go to the ski trip for grade 8 , but half the class stayed at school with me instead . so we tutored the grade 2's about 3d objects with models and shapes etc ROFL I REMEMBER EVERYTHING . and i dropped those model teddy bear counters all over the floor . that was quite embarassing considering HE helped me pick them up D; but i guess it was okaay . by end of january , i was basically in the middle of tons of flings with other people , i guess it was pretty entertaining . same old friends though . & LAKE ST GEORGE how could i forget ?! pretty awesome overnight trip with elem buds . eww but i remember that cheddar cheese bake . but overall the food was okayish . i miss my buds so much <3 february: what a lonely ass valentine's day . i remember that it was a saturday , considering that sunday school was obviously on sunday , and i met jason ramires on sundays . i hoped too much and got a hug ? >< such a letdown .. but i got stronger (: that's all i can remember about february . nothing special happened then , when i hoped it did . march: BREAKDOWWNNN . i dont even want to write about it x)

april: agghhh . month filled with fights with other chickies . back stabbing , shitload of hatred , but in the end found love . nbd .

may: broke it off .

june: month filled with so many memories , oh where do i begin ? month of grad , month of grad trip , which was shit btw but was memorable . will not ever look at niagara falls the same again x) ahh bomb day . spending 25 minutes going around clifton hill while we just could have used the trolley and spend less than 1 minute ? eeh . it was soo good exercise . grad lunch , which was amazazingg , chilling with the people i love + food = good times . then grad , ohmygod i was a wreck . tears everywhere . but most of the class stayed until school actually ended , which was june 25th , ahah i remember :) all in all , i'll never forget elementary <3 july: WONDERLAND BABYYY ! seasons pass , first time in forever , went so often . met new people , had an awesome time . behemoth 8 times in a row and then throwing up . sweeeeet .

august: repeat what is up dere ^^^ PLUS , getting ready for high school ! ^^

september: oh man . high school started then , i think i'll remember that first day for the rest of my life . ..not really i kinda forgot it . but at first i hated my classes . i knew absolutely no one . but after the first 2 weeks , things started getting really good . met people that i had no idea that existed , oh wow what would life be without them ? of course , i hated the "no boys" thing in high school . but really , i knew i'd meet some (H) . i'm too full of myself

october: birthday ; halloween . :) pretty much it . spent an awesome halloween at kadijah's base , some pretty fun stuff .

november: now my life is pretty boring . but it wasn't at all for me in november . met tons of new people who changed my life <3 , if it weren't for them , i dont know what i would do . csuna was pretty chill too . i worked so hard on my policy papers but my work didn't pay off . one person delegate fml . but i met new people there too ;P so many friends , i dont know what to do with all of them o: andd my boy issue was solved , x) all in all , i can't explain how awesome november was . oh + java jam , it was really cooool . december: still in this month . ^^ but this month was absolutely . the best month of this year by far . so many people who were so nice , so caring , and best of all is that i have em close to me ;) new relationships , new small flings , it was all overwhelming to me . new feelings , discovery , truth . all in one month baby . but really , i met some of the nicest people out there , and i'm happy i did (: cos i dont know how dull my life would be without the people i know now . i dont want to say goodbye to this year .


ARRIGHT SO. this is a long ass blog . but its okay , cos the decade ends in 3 hours :) took me an hour to write all of this omg . but yee i can't stress enough about how many generous people i've met this year , all the opportunities i see now , all the things i've done . twss ANYWAYS

i loved this year with all my heart . good times , bad times , all in all . i loved every single second of it . i'll keep all the memories with me forever <3 so long 2009 , 2010 , here i come .